Sunday, April 07, 2013

Death of the Dragon

I'm not sure if I really qualify as a "writer". But I do know that to really work through things I need to write them down. Or write about them. Or write around them. Or...you get where I'm going. Amelia's diagnosis of leukemia came out of the blue. It hit me over the head with questions: Do I understand how fragile we all are? Do I live with a foundation of faith, so that when the tough times come I'll be as prepared as I can be? Do I really understand walking through a valley? Do I know how to give a defense for the hope that is within me? (1 Peter 3:15). I'm not sure, but writing this helped me. I hope it is an encouragement for you as well.



Death of the Dragon

The family laughed. They ate. They moved about their home, living their lives as they always had, not knowing that just beyond their safe haven, a dragon awaited. He moved closer, quietly, stealthily, day-by-day until one morning he was close enough to knock on their door. They opened it, still unknowing, and try as they might to slam the door against him once they recognized him, he swung wide with his tail and created a barrier through which they could not push.

That is the day the dragon moved inside. He brought with him sulfurous breath, burning fire and a heavy cloud of despair. From the day he roared into the house, he stayed with them, audaciously eating at their table, sleeping in the front room, an obstacle around which they always had to step.

Every day the family held hands around the table and asked that the dragon be removed from their home. They wanted him gone, to be sure, but as they were so few and small and only had so much power against him, they resolved to continue living their lives, stepping around him as best they could. They still laughed, they still ate and they had faith that one day they would have freedom from this dragon.

Once a week, they opened the door and marched out into the forest, a line of warriors holding their swords firmly and singing songs to encourage and strengthen each other. The trees that lined the road were thick, a canopy over their heads, blocking out the sun that they were certain was still hanging in the sky, although they could not see it.

When they reached the clearing, each member of the family, each a soldier in the fight, pulled out his or her sword and chipped away at the dragon's tail or took aim at his clawed feet or open maw. Even the littlest one of them, although her sword was heavy and was too big for her tiny hands, stabbed away at the awful dragon. Because, out of all of them, the dragon had come especially for her. And when the sun went down, they trudged back through the dark forest, saddened although never defeated with the dragon following, scathed and wounded, but never dead.

Yet, behind them all, close to the tail of that dreaded dragon, followed Another. They knew He was there, even when they could not see Him, because He was a strong Warrior, a Healer, poised to defeat the dragon when the time was right. But until that moment, He would quietly march at the end of the line of soldiers and prayer warriors and would fight in the clearing with them, sword clashing along with their own. He walked back through the forest with them, entering the home when they did, smiling when they laughed and holding them close to Himself when they lost heart, doubting the dragon would ever leave.

Some days the dragon would shrink, becoming transparent, a shadow rather than shape. The family could imagine, for a fleeting moment, that he was gone. But as suddenly as he disappeared, he would fill out, becoming substance again and they were reminded that this battle was a long one, not to be finished overnight.

On occasion, when the night was especially quiet, the sky dark and starless, and the dragon slumbered the sleep of the victorious, the Healer would speak words into the ears and hearts and souls of each of them. “I am here. Sleep well, my warriors. I will keep watch. In the end, this battle is Mine. I will defeat your dragon.”

Those battles were relentless. The tides of championship ebbed and flowed, as one often sees during a long war. Victories small and large were celebrated with gusto. Setbacks always felt like defeat. But the Healer remained close, available for consult, though only seen through the evidence of His care, never seen Himself.

And finally, one day when the blanket of forest seemed ready to suffocate them, they came to the clearing as they had done so many times before. Set to take action, swords raised and ready to strike, they were taken aback as out of the darkness came One with a mightier sword, a broader swing and a greater authority. With one stroke, the tail was cut off, no longer able to sweep their feet from under them and with another slice, the dragon's head was removed, no longer able to breathe his disgusting fire of sickness.

The dragon lay where he fell, defeated. The family was free. They danced back through the forest, its darkness holding their joy close to them in comfort instead of suppressing and stifling it as had been the case just moments before. The littlest warrior was lifted high on their shoulders, home again and healed.

The Healer joined them as He had before and remained with them always, continuing to speak words of life and comfort into them, because He knew that even as that particular dragon was now gone, others always lay close by, each biding their time. This family, as every family does, will have dragons come in and live with them for a time. But He will fight with them against the dragons' pain and the brokenness and the suffering they cause, until that time when He defeats all dragons. Then we, each of us, from the biggest to the littlest, will be made whole.


Monday, February 18, 2013

Speaking Truth in Love


“No way Christianity is anything but a big joke. Just a bunch of hypocrites judging everyone else and talking to the air like there's someone listening. Seriously, no one but an idiot could really buy into that nonsense.” The tone was derisive and Josh's heart immediately started pounding.

He was fresh out of college, the new guy, sitting in the break room eating his lunch and trying to make friends. Somehow today's lunchtime chat session had turned from last night's big game to the cosmic battle of good vs. evil.

He continued eating his sandwich, although it had become like dust in his mouth. What was he supposed to say? One part of him said, “You could start an argument. Then where would the love be?” while another part said, “You can't let them talk like that without standing up for your faith,” while another said, “If you don't argue it's not like you're agreeing with them. You're just not making a big deal out of it.”

Speak the truth in love, Josh. Hardly able to hear himself over his own heartbeat, the words tumbled out before he could lose his courage. “Many really intelligent people have been Christians throughout the centuries. I think maybe you've never heard anyone communicate the Gospel effectively before.”

Suddenly the laughter and chatter stopped. Everyone stared.

“Are you saying I don't know what I'm talking about? You must be one of those wackos who believes all that hocus-pocus stuff.” The voice was belligerent and defensive.

Josh swallowed another bite and looked Kyle square in the eye, now feeling more confident. “It's not hocus-pocus, it's not nonsense and yes, I do believe in it. Christianity is the Truth. I'd be happy to talk with you about it sometime.”

“That'll be the day. Don't try to shove your so-called Truth down my throat. Just be tolerant of other people's beliefs, okay? Let's go, guys.” Kyle and his cronies moved out of the break room, laughing and shoving at each other. Not exactly a glowing evangelistic encounter, Josh thought, but probably not the worst either.

One man left at the table leaned over. “You handled that pretty well. I'm never really sure what to say. What are you, some kind of preacher's kid or something?”

Josh just laughed. “No. I grew up in a Christian home but when I got to college I started looking around, listening to the world's views on things from my friends and professors. I kind of walked away from the faith. Then I found CrossExamined.org. I took a reasoned look at Christianity and chose it as my own faith, not my parents'. I also vowed then that I would be ready to stand up for the faith, too. If I speak with love and use the Sword of the Spirit, I can't really go wrong. Check out the resources. You'll get confidence and courage. And you need to. It's that important!"





Monday, September 17, 2012

Discovery and Treasure

Join me today over at The MOB Society (Mothers of Boys) for my guest post on discovering the joy of being a mother to a boy. For many of us ladies it doesn't come naturally--at least not for me!

Monday, August 06, 2012

Dirty Dishes Reveal God's Heart

I threw my hands up in surrender. How is it possible that the four people living in this house could generate so many dishes? I sighed, pulled out a dishtowel and set to work. On the counter were seven plastic cups of varying colors, lined up like a dirty rainbow. Muttering under my breath, I grabbed the first glass, took a step to the sink and dumped the contents into the disposal with a splash. As I touched the second glass, though, I was hit with this realization: I just threw out perfectly clean water like it was nothing more than trash. I stopped. My spirit suddenly ached and I knew that God was ready to speak. I needed to be ready to listen.

In the quiet a voice, not an audible voice, but a Voice nonetheless said to me:

Do you remember that photo shared through Facebook this morning? He is one of my precious children, dying for water, yet you glanced at it and moved on as if it was no concern of yours.

Do you remember reading that book where you were so disturbed by the statistics of how many children die every day from lack of clean drinking water that you decided you needed to do something, but too soon you became distracted with your own life and forgot?

Do you remember when you told me you were willing to give up everything--everything--to follow Me?.

I was broken. I sank to my knees in hurt and conviction. So many people spend their lives trying to gain access to clean water so that they and their children can live. And not just survive, but thrive. How can you build a business, go to school or bless others, when you don’t have the most basic of human needs?

Through my tears came a strengthening resolve: How can I help? How do I keep my children and myself from taking our water for granted? Can I somehow give someone clean water and a chance to hear the Gospel? Is there some ministry loving people today like Jesus did through wells and water? I sat down and searched the internet using phrases like donate a well and global water crisis. In no time, I was directed to the ministry of Water4 Foundation...exactly what I was looking for!

Father, please forgive my apathy. Remind me that all good things come from You and You alone. I live in a wealthy nation and have a comfortable life. Help me to be mindful that I have been given these blessings, so that I can be a blessing to others--at home, in my neighborhood and around the world. Make my affluence a sweet fragrance and sacrifice as I share with others, so that those who need it most would be taken care of. Break my heart as Your heart breaks and help me fulfill Your purposes here on earth. Thy will be done. Amen.
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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Goodbye, Dr. Sally K. Ride

I was a young girl in the '80s, who had a slight obsession with the space program in general and the Space Shuttle in particular. When Dr. Sally Ride made her trip into space, it was very exciting to think that women could have that opportunity. I knew I would have to live vicariously through women like her, because I was too chicken to ever actually become an astronaut. But she fueled the dreams of a lot of little girls who were good at math and science. She made those dreams real. Thank you, Sally Ride for being a heroine to all of us.

Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Review of the Pocket Testament League


“An evangelist? Me? No, I prefer to just live my life in a way that people should see that I’m a believer. I don’t have to actually talk to people about it, do I?” Or maybe you have said, “I’m not qualified to share my testimony! It’s boring, I’ve been a Christian forever and I don’t have anything interesting to say.” Oh, what a lie of the enemy that is! We have the MOST important news to share--Jesus! We have been asked by Him simple to be witnesses of what we know. We know that Jesus is “the way, the truth and the life” (John 14:6) and we need to let others know as well.

I’ve always figured it just wasn’t in my personality to evangelize to people. I can’t speak in crowds. I don’t make small talk one-on-one very well, either. I’m not comfortable talking with people who don’t share my faith, because what if I don’t know what to say? Or worse, what if I say the wrong thing and turn someone off completely?

If any of this sounds like you, then you need to see the Pocket Testament League’s website. I’ve spent some time on their website and have found it to be amazing and inspiring. PTL was started by a teenage girl in 1893 to spread the gospel. They have a ministry devoted to helping believers share their faith through free evangelism training, evangelism tools, and unique publications of the Gospel of John. These publications can be ordered by their members (membership is free) to carry with them in their daily lives, with the goal of giving one away per day.

Pocket Testament League is here to encourage the Body of Christ to bring His message of love, grace and salvation wherever they go. You can sign up for free daily devotionals to help you in your own walk, be part of a community where you can share stories or prayer requests and find other relevant and supportive information that you can take with you to help you talk to others.

No matter what our denomination, doctrine or theology, we should all agree that we need to share the love of Christ and the Bible is the best means by which we can do so. I admit that I have never been good at evangelism. But with the help of PTL I’m ready to try. I will be ordering a set of Gospels and will dedicate myself to a more open form of evangelism. Are you ready to make the leap into the not-so-scary world of evangelism with me?

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Saturday, January 07, 2012

One Little Word

For the last few years, I've watched as other people on forums and blogs chose a word for the year and then have discovered ways to live that word out. I decided that I'd like to try that this year and after much deliberation, I've decided on the word "ENJOY". Ryan and I laughed about this, saying that maybe I should have chosen a word that would be more natural to my personality. I am goal-oriented. I like the end result and not always the journey. So this year, I promise to be more deliberate in enjoying my family, enjoying my work, enjoying my play time, enjoying my writing, enjoying my time in prayer...just enjoying.

"Live and work and do not forget to play, to have fun in life and really enjoy it." --Eileen Cuddy


"Enjoy life. This is not a dress rehearsal." -- unknown


"It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness." --Charles H. Spurgeon


"Learn to enjoy every minute of your life. Be happy now. Don't wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future. Think how really precious is the time you have to spend, whether it's at work or with your family." --Earl Nightingale